Everyone is moving so quickly around me
The voices are loud yet so distant
I do not understand this place or these feeling
Movement is not allowed, forbidden from my body
Itching to wiggle just a finger, a toe, anything
that would be enough to please me
Allow me the freedom, to break loose from this darkness
With all strength gather I try to move just one part
Nothing
Shadows consume me, no strength left, sigh
All hope is at lost and thoughts of depression have come
Then swiftly my body is lifted pull, shaken, removed from it's state
Warmness overcomes, light fills in and the darkness fades
Although unable to move a muscle i feel myself smile
Saved, Loved and living i am meaningful, i have purpose
Wrist in bandages, head full of pain, heart still beating
Strength fully gather now living with will something matters
Everything